Inevitable Doom

do you ever just

sit down there staring
at the screen for hours
even if you damn well
knew you should be doing
something else, sleeping,
or dreaming, or making your
dreams come true-but you
just continue to sit
there because the blue
color is just so damn
attractive and why do
something else? sleeping,
and dreaming, and making
dreams come true are for
believers, and what is faith
really for, if we have fate,
and that our fate is this
inevitable doom?